useless......

I'm really very useless...
I'm thinking that...
may be I really have serious hypochondrium...
when I'm alone...
I'm always thinking all about the sad things...
always repeat think and think...
until I cry non-stop...
cry and cry...
until I'm really very tired...
then I'll stop down...
after that think about other sad things again...
until my head was BOOM...
then just go to sleep...
I'm really useless...
I don't like to talk with others about my problems...
every time my bee bee ask me tell him about my problems...
but I always keep it as a secret...
because it was a difficult task for me to say out...
I always keep and keep and keep in my heart...
until it BOOM...
haiz...
this is my style...
nothing can change anymore...