我的心好乱。。。

我的心好乱噢...
我的心情就好像以下这首歌一样...


街道  我徘徊  灯  亮起来  冰冷冷的雾气  风  吹不散
看着  你离开  心  有点乱  该热闹的时候  你  却不在 
一个人能说出怎么样的对白  空房间只剩我的无奈 
花谢了  花又开  你却不再回来  静静的试着  忘了爱 
等着  你醒来  天有些暗 站在这里只为了  你回来 
一个人能说出怎么样的对白  空房间只剩我的无奈
花谢了  花又开  你却不再回来  静静的试着  忘了爱 
一个人能说出怎么样的对白  空房间只剩我的无奈
花谢了  花又开  你却不再回来  静静的试着  忘了爱 

useless......

I'm really very useless...
I'm thinking that...
may be I really have serious hypochondrium...
when I'm alone...
I'm always thinking all about the sad things...
always repeat think and think...
until I cry non-stop...
cry and cry...
until I'm really very tired...
then I'll stop down...
after that think about other sad things again...
until my head was BOOM...
then just go to sleep...
I'm really useless...
I don't like to talk with others about my problems...
every time my bee bee ask me tell him about my problems...
but I always keep it as a secret...
because it was a difficult task for me to say out...
I always keep and keep and keep in my heart...
until it BOOM...
haiz...
this is my style...
nothing can change anymore...